You Prove It By Actions, Not Merely Words

It's burdening

If you don't do it for the sake of Allah

It's going to be tough and hard and tiring

If we just place our strength as the benchmark for our efforts

But it'll be embarassing

If we just spout out an endless stream of words

Yet fail to uphold it with our actions

We'll make ourselves the laughing stock of all mankind

And bring shame to the dai'es around the world

Sometimes I don't even feel like I am worthy to be called an akhwat

When all I do is continuously humiliate myself in front of my Lord and His creation

But as the saying goes,

"Malukan diri depan Allah, menghina diri hanya dibenarkan apabila berhadapan dengan Dia,"

I guess it's enough already

Ranting and complaining

Brutally murdering my self-esteem

And making myself look so petty

Enough should be enough

And happiness, sadness or worth should only be directed to Allah 

Kerana kemuliaan itu datang dari Dia

So why go somewhere else to attain that?

Words can only mean so much

But what we do proves what our principles are

P.S: Leaving the public writing arena utk mantapkan tazkiyatunnafs and keikhlasan. Mohon doa kalian semua :)