Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Can't Believe

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful

11.54pm
27 Rabiul Akhir 1439H
Castlebar

I can't really believe that I am here again after a month of silencing this blog due to the fact that I feel that it has been filled with non-beneficial emotional rants. It's 2018 and here I am with an even enormous responsibility to shoulder. Kak Diba is leaving the country in T-15 days and after that I'll be having an array of stuff to think, plan, and execute. Many things are again happening this year and I can't believe that I'll be in my final year soon (inshaAllah) in September.

Fast, yes everything is happening fast.

And I wonder how can people ever say that time is so slow when it is in fact proceeding at the speed of light. Weekend ni ada daurah nak kena prepare, case report lagi 2 minggu nak kena hantar.

Fuh, it's tiring already thinking about it.

Well, whatever it is Allah is with me, and He will be with me all the way.

May 2018 be a year filled with productivity, ilm and barakah.
May my writings be those that give benefit to the ummah.
May my happiness, sorrow and worries be that only for Allah and for the sake of dakwah.
May my days be filled with educating myself to be a better muslimah and da'ie
May all the people that I love be more closer to Allah in this coming year
And if I may die this year, may this blog and the people that have known me be the witness of my syahadah 

Wahua ma'akum aina ma kuntum
(Rabbi, please don't ever leave me)

Putting this here untuk mengingatkan diri that I have a mission to complete >.<