Needs

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful

12.10am

14 Zulhijjah 1438H

Galway

I needed Allah not because I want to be labelled 'alim' or 'solehah'

I needed Allah because I really need Him in the days that I feel like giving up

In the days that are bland and monotonous

Because if without Him, where else can I go to heal this broken heart 

Where else can I go to re-wire my messed up thoughts

I needed tarbiyyah not because I wanted to be above everybody

Heck, there's easier and better ways to gain popularity and fame than being in tarbiyyah

I needed tarbiyyah because without it I'll lose all hope

I might end up making mistakes that can never be mended

And act without any shame, doing everything to my heart's desire

I need du'as

Everyday

Because you know what,

If I'm working through life on my own

Without others sending me their prayers

I might not be here

In tarbiyyah

Or taking medicine

And right now

I super need du'a

Rasa macam nak terjelopok dah ni

That level of procrastination and laziness is coming to a peak in this wave of yazid wa yankuz

Bak kata sahabat Rasulullah SAW,

"Aku tidak takut doa aku tidak dimakbulkan, yang aku takut adalah jika aku berhenti utk berdoa."

Moga Allah jadikan kita mereka yg Dia pilih

Utk terus ikhlas dan beramal utk memenuhi jihad tujuan hidup kita

Because I need His guidance, His power and His kindness

To get through this

And I know you peeps would need it too

Holy Quran 29:69

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وَالَّذِينَ جَاهَدُوا فِينَا لَنَهْدِيَنَّهُمْ سُبُلَنَا ۚ وَإِنَّ اللَّهَ لَمَعَ الْمُحْسِنِينَ

And those who strive for Us - We will surely guide them to Our ways. And indeed, Allah is with the doers of good.