Romanticising Life

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful

12.43am

The usual time I would do midnight rants on IG once upon a time. And the usual time I would sit in front of my laptop or PC typing away in this old blog that has been around for more than 10 years.

Lately, after almost 9 months of understanding my thought patterns, my emotions and eventually having to think of a better way to survive life itself, I have understood that it is within my power to shape my life - and by no means do I have to follow the usual template of anything in life that I hear from people, that I view in social media, that I envision of myself or even those that inspire me. 

I only needed to be me

Be my own version of myself

Be the version that Allah wants me to be upholding the right principles of Islam

I do not need to follow any template

I just need to have taqwa and embody the slave I am to Him

And alhamdulillah

With the help of my amazing new keyboard, I am finding happiness again in typing such silly notes and rants

Randomly penning down positive thoughts instead of dark humour and negative emotions

Alhamdulillah

After every hardship comes ease

Immense ease

Ease that I am still learning to adapt back into

Ease that has always been around me yet I was too blinded to see it, let alone embrace

Alhamdulillah

Let’s write more Sabby

And let’s be our honest version

And smile again

Just like old days

InshaAllah.